Night of July 5th, 2008
The music department from my school went on a trip. We took an airplane there. I distinctly remember Adam and Doug being there. We stayed in a hotel, and, somehow, the movie theater from my town was built into it. I went to see “Wanted,” by myself. I thought they would let me in because I worked there and they knew I was seventeen. The whole staff that was working sat behind a long, beige, marble counter selling tickets. I went up to one of the guys working there (I recognized him as someone I knew) and handed him my passport. He said something about needing “two signatures,” and I was afraid I would need another form of identification. A lady I didn’t recognize came out from behind the counter and told me I needed to take a driving test. It was raining, and she wasn’t very nice.
I wandered around the hotel, and eventually wandered into a showing of “Wanted.” I saw a bunch of boys from school sitting in the back row. One was the bassist from Doug’s band (I think his name is Ian), and one was Nick.
Later, I went to Doug’s room. It was dimly lit; the only light was from a small lamp on an end table to the right of the bed. Doug hugged me and said “We’re together now.” I kept thinking about changing my relationship status on Facebook. I was pretty happy because Doug is adorable, but I couldn’t stop thinking about Evan. I decided I just wouldn’t tell him, and I would keep interacting with him as I normally would.
“To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. Or you feel the need to temporarily escape from your daily life.” – dreammoods.com
My thoughts: Wtf, I don’t even like Doug.
